Be Chaotic

Alvin R. O'Connor ♥ 06.29.12 Charlene | 카리연♥샬린 | カリオン♥ シャリーン
17Yrs ;) | March 29 | Child at heart | Filipino/French ;)
English, Tagalog, Chamorro, Spanish, Korean, Japanese
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Loving Life, Living Simple ♥ | Above The Influence :)
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I’ve never been so god damn mad at myself in my entire 17 years of life. So mad that my head pounded like someone was hammering it with a jackhammer. So mad that I’ve yelled and cried at the same time. So mad that I punched my headboard repeatedly and probably bruised my knuckles.

Why are you so damn important to me that getting you mad or sad just takes a toll on me so badly that it causes me to do these things!? I’ve never had someone mean so much to me. I know I’ve said it before, but not even he could do that. I don’t get it.