Just by staring at him as he lays down, it makes my heart melt so easily. Looking at how handsome he is, how he looks at me, how he slowly says, “God, I love you.” It makes me melt into pieces. I can’t wait to marry him, to be able to sleep by his side, to be able to wake up to his smile, or even his opened drolling mouth. I really don’t care. I’m just happy I found someone so perfect, so sensitive, so loving, and just fits into my puzzle piece so perfectly. He’s everything I’ve ever wanted, but just adds so much more flare into it. He’s perfect. He’s amazing. He’s handsome, and I could never have believed how lucky I would be to end up being in his arms every day, and soon, every morning, and every night. I love you babe. <3
You know I was mad at you because I didn’t want to spend my birthday with you, but I wanted you to be here today. Why not my birthday? Cause it’s fucking Good Friday and I can’t do shit. I respect that. So fuck it. But no, you had to fucking assume and now my fucking friends are mad at me. They didn’t do jack shit and now they think I’m mad at them and they’re fucking mad at me. Fuck man! I can’t have just one decent birthday huh?! Fuck this shit.
There’s a reason she is, so let her. She can calm down on her own. She just needs to let it out.
“Change is not for the weak. Welcome change as we welcome a new friend. Respect it as we respect our parents. Own it like we own our technology.”
― Charlene Carreon
“Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.”
― Dr. Seuss
“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”
― Oscar Wilde
“It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.”
― Dr. Seuss, Happy Birthday to You!
“I’m not upset that you lied to me, I’m upset that from now on I can’t believe you.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
“I am free of all prejudice. I hate everyone equally. ”
― W.C. Fields
“Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life.”
― Confucius
“Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.”
― Albert Einstein
Happy 7 Months Baby! :) We’re more than half way there! :’) I Love You Soooooooooooooooooooooo Much! ♥
^ That was my post on FaceBook.
I’m just glad to know that after all these months, he was able to stand beside me without making any big mistakes to make me lose my trust in him. Instead he made my trust grow stronger. I’ve never, not once, trusted anyone as much as I trust him. I don’t get jealous when he talks to other girls because I trust him. I get jealous when other girls stare, flirt, and try to talk to him. If he starts the conversation, it’s fine, but if the girl tries to do anything, awe damn! All hell is about to break loose in here! With all jokes aside, I just want my boyfriend to be happy. I’m usually the jealous type, but I know he won’t do anything to hurt me.
For the past 2 years, all he’s ever done is try to please me, try to have me, and try to keep me, but yet for the past 2 years, I’ve denied him his chance. Now, after all that time, our feelings haven’t changed, and it was finally our time to be together, our time to shine together. Being able to see him hold me like he does in this picture, it never made me feel so safe, so secure, so loved, and so beautiful. I’ve never had anyone look at like he does. Whenever he looks at me, I can see it in his eyes how proud he is, how lucky he thinks he is, and how much he loves me. I’ve never seen anyone look at me that way before, as if I were the biggest prize and he was able to get it.
I’m just happy to know that even if we’ve only been together for 7 months we’ve grown so much more as individuals and as a couple. In exactly 2 months, I’ll be turning 18, and I can’t wait to finally be able to hold him in my arms, and say we’re finally adults, and babe, I can’t wait to walk down the aisle into your arms. You’re more than my best friend, you’re me. I love you and spending the rest of my life with you is worth every moment we weren’t able to spend together. I love you, forever, always, eternity, and everything in between. :)
I love you Yogi. ^^*
The beauty of regret, choices, and a future. I regret choosing you, but I made a choice to choose him and now, he’s my future. My finacee. :3 <3
I didn’t exactly make a resolution, mostly because I know in the end I’ll fail to fulfill it. Anyway, my boyfriend and I have decided to start working out. I’ve gained a lot of pounds from work and school, surprisingly. I tend to eat a lot more when I’m stressed. Therefore, I’m going to try to begin working out again to get the body I had 6 months ago. I really loved that body.
I remember him telling me, “If you want that body, you have to maintain it.” It sucks that I couldn’t because school and work had me so busy and so stressed that all I ever wanted to do was eat then sleep. Such a terrible combination, but it’s time to change all of time. Time to get my 4 pack abs back.~ Watch me succeed, or fail, whichever hits me first.
He’s my motivation & music will push me to my dreams.~
Material Wise:
A Computer that’s 13’PS3 (160GB *at least*)- Black Ops 2,
Final Fantasy, Tekken- Corsets
- Earphones
External Hard DriveClothes- Rings
Anything GreenShoes
Honestly, I am excited and also terrified of the future, but I want it to go this way as possible as I can.
I imagine myself graduating with you by my side and ending high school together. As we work throughout the year, we save up for college and attend it for at least 2-4 years. After…
